Tuesday, January 13, 2009

New year and still jobless

This my first post for year 2009. Well i hope all the best or good things will happen this year. first of all, to get a job. Come on i need money ($____$) ~
All this while, I thought I had a good opportunity of getting jobs since I was in good university, my result was not that bad. But its really really tough out there to get a job. My brother graduated few months back and while he was jobless at that time I was keep insisting him to get a job n I used to complain to my mom saying that he is just wasting time and not looking for any job but I was wrong . now I really understand how he felt. I mean I did learn dis in corporate ethics. Kantian theory, put ur self into other people shoe. We really need to use this theory in our daily life. Well I guess I need to move on.

I want to get a good job since my family is really having high hope n it is pressure for me but I have my own goal too which is to get a good job. I do have to say I m looking for company that is well known . I noe I noe .. u all thinking I m some kind bitchy snob but trust me lotsa situation that happened to me putting me into this position. Sometimes I jus hate to be in this game but it just that some peoples tongue are way toooooo delicate they just do not realize what the f*** they are pouring out of their mouth. For the record, whatever I have achieved it is because of my own bloody hardwork. I din use any shit magic to make it all happen. Just like my mother alwiz say believe in GOD . He is the powerful one. I just believed in GOD which brings me to this stake.

These few days was disaster for me I was really really down. Just everytime I hear any of my friends already have a job I feel insecure and sad. I m happy for them but it just that I can’t help feel that way too. Come on I m human right. i have feelings too eventhough usually get ignored . hahha ~
-peace out-